My depression and fantasy filled head is a self centred addiction. It keeps me from being centred or connected to this world. It separates me from self and others and is an insult to God and who He made me.
I long for freedom from the bondage of self. I long to sit quiet with my thoughts and hear nothing. I often wish I won’t wake.
Morning breaks and I forget and then it is nighttime and it creeps up on me again.