Tonight was draining and exciting and hollow and sober and glamorous and intelligent and artistic and boring and polite and a bit scary and sad and confusing and de-stabilising and affirming and long and loud and depressing and long and loud and depressing and interesting and intense.
I think I am in a depression. Bugger. It just kind of sneaks up on me. The meaninglessness, the hollowness, the self pity. God, I pray for your clarity and to fearlessly claim the spirit of power, love and sound mind that you have given us.